The big poopy

A long time coming

2006-10-19T19:45:39Z

holy fuck its been a long time since i last updated this shit (not like anyone reads it) buut uhm lets see, quick update

-Im 18 now
-I have a few tattoos
-TJ is the new addiction
-A total waste finally played their last show
-i Sorta dropped out of high school, im getting my GED by the end of the month
-Summer was ok i guess
-theres a new band in the making

i dunno what else to really say, i was working at Belmont park over the summer not TOO bad of a job, now im working at this restraunt. Its kinda wierd not going to school, feels like summer break dident even end, and its kinda wierd doing shit on weeknights haha. as for my tattoos i have the virgin mary on my left arm (half sleave) somthing kinda traditional to start offf with then teres the Germs logo on my wrist and the just recently got a bottle on my inner arm that reads "Oi! Punx and Skins" i had to do somthing real cliche and PUUUUNX!! haha. what makes going to tijuana so convinient now is that there are alot of good shows coming up down there, starting saturday, should be pretty fun. Now that a total waste is over, im starting my New group, no name yet and we havent precticed yet either, but i try to tell people even though Me and Omar (of a total waste) are in the new group, not to think of it as a total waste spin off, more like and Op Ivy rancid kinda thing, somthing great before somthing even greater. My 18th Birthday was terrible, a party that went terribly wrong on the actual day of my birthday, then the six flags trip the next day was a disaster due to the fact that i was drunk in public and got kicked out and ALMOST sent to LA County Jail, not juvinile hall but real Butt pounding salad tossing jail. Worst Birthday ever. anyhow i think thats all i really have to share, ill update more as the band starts to prgress, Yea Dat.

Lovage
Adriene.

Real Butt punding Jail

2006-08-05T00:03:36Z

im 18 now

woohoo!

I live my life in Circles.

2006-03-07T03:15:21Z

is it just really too much to ask for to happy? Have i been that bad of a person!?

i will rock your face!!!

2006-01-27T00:34:42Z

I feel good, i dont know why.
I mean life is still a mess, but i guess coming to terms that its always gonna be a bit of a mess helps :)
So I intend on taking advantage of the feeling haha.

i havent been doing alot of anything latley, the just going to alot of shows, there has been alot of good ones, if i play my cards right we will be playing with carrer solddiers next month so that should be kinds cool haha.

i dunno when somthing cool happens ill let you guys know :)

Lovage
Adriene Waste

desprate_virgin @ 2006-01-17T13:13:00

2006-01-17T21:16:15Z

Deaf Blind and Dumb

thats me

i dont know what im doing, i feel like im just living to see tomorow, and i feel so apithertic about my futer. fuck.

Ole!

2005-12-13T00:53:49Z

Thinking Of Everthingf and Nothing all at once makes my head hurt, and stresses me out just little.

the weekend was pretty busy, Robot Crew SHow Firday night, and after just went and chilled out with Diego Jesica and my Close Friends, Saturday i went to go see Acteal (who didnt play btw) and just went homw, Sunday was a looong day Work at 9 in the morning (at qualcom stadium), Making lemonade til 12 the Vending Snow cones fgor the rest ogf the day, and let me tell you SNow cones are fuckin heavy!!! so needless to say im sore as fuck today, then agfter that Blitzed to Down Town to gfo See the bouncingf Souls, and man did i sleep alot at school today. I couldent really tell you much of what happend today haha except for english class, we watched "Zoot Suit" wich kept me awak haha, i dunno Ill sleep when i die. Later

Lovage
Adriene Waste

who loves orange soda?

2005-12-06T20:34:32Z

friday Diego Jessika, Yara and the rest) went to tj pretty fun until diego got into a little miss hap with the cops hahaha but other then that really good time haha. that was the first time i ever went to a restraunt and was able to order beer with my meal (even though it was only tacos) like it was a first none the less haha. Sunday i woerked at the charger game, pretty chill job got to see a bit of the game wich was pretty sick, the past 2 days i havent been at schoolcause ive been "sick" im only a littl sick but like my grandma thinks im dying so whatever dont fix whats not broke right? It makes me laugh when like people i havent seen in a long time see me because the irst thing they always ask is hows ralph? hahahaits happend a few times in like the past week or so hahaha. or even better when kids fom monte vista who never really knew me like ask if i even stil talk to him hahaha, why this is funny i dunno?

p.s.my grandma bought a case of orange soda and its like a party in my mouth hahahah

lovage
Adriene Waste

Brief Update on life latley

2005-11-30T04:33:08Z

lets see ummmmm

Thanksgiving:I had puerto rican thanks gfivingf this year wich ment turkey Spigetti, and rice hahaha also ment Beer lots ogf talk about back home (new york) and "Thugs Passion (Alize and Henissey)

Fuck Thanksgiving: Awsome house party playingf a show+good music+good friends+a gfew drinks here and there - Cops = a bad ass time!!!!

The Break: I learned that my sense ogf timing is horrible, when i tae the time to get to know you i wait tooo longf and when i rush into shit it dosent work out, go figfure. also i did pretty much nothingf wich sucked a dick!

Random Shit: I fot a mohawk again pretty cool, i like it :D, School has kinda sucked these past few days but thats nothin new, but i duno i kinda go to sleep feeling funny not a good funny like an empty funny, like somthins missing, fuck it whatever.

Lovage
Adriene Waste

Bad Habbits

2005-11-19T02:34:48Z

happyness has come and gone so here i am spending another lonley night with me and a drink, it almost feels like a bad habit, but about now i dont care. but i feel as though i may not be far away from feeling good again, may be a week or 2 maybe a beer or two, who knows

how is your period going kyle? its going ummmmmm swimmingly

2005-11-04T01:41:55Z

hmmmm things are going very swimmingly, very swimmingly indeed. uuuuuh nothing really new my life is kinda boring. but all and all shit is alright cant complain :D

Recap On Recent/Current Events

2005-10-13T00:45:26Z

Friday I went to go see the exploited, pretty down ass show minus the fact that societys victem played and like it was in east county

Societys Victem + East County = Nazis and Bros up the ass

Then saturday I did a show with Robot Crew it was ok I guess I mean the other bands where cool and it was all good fun but our set fucked up because we couldent get our CD to work

Sunday I busted A Mission to see one of the best Old School Hardcore/Crusty Bands EVER! Millions of Dead Cops. Not alot of people and it was one more Case where you get to see what old school punks look like 20 some odd years later (adding to the List with Kieth from Circle Jerks Glen Danzing and the singer for the exploited)but none the less that mother fucker got down!!!!!

monday morning i got to stay home wich i thought was pretty down on my parents side and i dunno today was a horrible day that ended awsome so cant complain too much. I miss every one out in spring vally i think i might pay a visit soon but like i gota get a hold of everyone so its not just me kurt Devon Matt and Trevor as always hahahaha. Later

Lovage
Adriene Waste

p.s.A TOTOAL WASTE IS NOT DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!

desprate_virgin @ 2005-09-27T16:17:00

2005-09-27T23:25:31Z

Damn the schedualing at my school is fucked up its not even funny (anymore) its the 4th week of school and ive changed a class 6 fuckin times now and not once was it by choice!!! and now the put me in a student aprintist class with the teacher i fuckin hate the most in school!!!! i guess its ok though because i get to work in a hair salon so whatever but stil its reeeeeeaaaaaally fuckin lame. school is odd in the sense that its enjoyable these days but still a pain in the ass and it tad bit frustrating. damn i forgot what it was like to like a girl and have to toaly start from scratch because you dident know them and it wasent like they where gonna introduce themselves first, kinda hard. Im Stressin out because i can already feel myself slowly falling behiend in my school work and im like nooooooo!!!!! but im still doin ok its just really hard. fuck haha this entry is going nowhere now hahaha so i guess im out. Later

Lovage
Adriene Waste

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desprate_virgin @ 2005-09-24T06:34:00

2005-09-24T13:35:06Z

ugh i hate being at the mercy of other people!!! sucks so bad

desprate_virgin @ 2005-09-21T20:00:00

2005-09-22T03:22:09Z

hahaha man isent it funny how shit works, i thought my internet was totaly fucked but turns out the only site it wont go to is myspace hahahaha, so what dose that mean you may ask? thats right!!! resort to live journal hahaha. man i remember when i used to be able to kill soooo much fuckin time on live journal and people would like talk shit about what was better live journal or xenga hahhaha, then myspace just killed em all. Alot has been hapining latley, the begining of the new a total waste demo will begin this weekend still not being done in a studio (too much money for how much we wanna do) but its being recorded in tracks so it should still be better then the last lol. Mainly letley its just been chillin with friends from school on weekdays and weekends at diegos. Ive been trying my hardest to keep up with all my school work but fuck (haha i said but-fuck) its hard!!!!! i mean fuuuuuck!!!!! i try my best, lets just hope thats good enugh. ive actually been pretty happy latley, i mean there are always little things that suck in life and dont usually stop sucking but other then that i really cant complain :D later

Lovage
Adriene Waste

as my mind wanders

2005-09-18T15:21:45Z

Bad nightmars get me thinking and make me feel like shit and ive been having them for a few nights now.

AAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIUUUUUUUU and y somtimes

2005-09-13T02:23:07Z

a job working for saitins restraunt (KFC) is in the process wich means i will have enugh to go to wasted festeval this year (kind of a chumba wumba kinda deal if you kniow what i mean) hahaha but anyhow naturaly i stoked about that! "w00t!" hahahaha and oh yeah changing Dance Class for PE wich is good because i could gladly drop a few pounds, changed eating paterns and a bit of excersize (sorta) everyday sounds good to me, i need to lose the summer love handles haha. Hmmmm nobody in my family has heard from my dad in months so we are all sre hes tweaking again and my luck with girls still sux a dick sidwasys (and not in a good way ahaha) but those are 2 subjects that i dont think will ever change oh well fuck it. I miss alot of my friends from spring vally, as it was i wasent down there too often and now that school has started im rarley there. man i miss nights a hatfield park so bad! :/ oh well. Hmm I saw amanda the other night (to all those who remember amamnda hahahaha, been a while since shes been a LJ entry lol) i dunno, i was drunk so i dident quite have the same impact that it could have but it was a bit of a trp to see her for like the first time in about 9 or 10 months. go figure! fuck i duno everthing has been moving pretty fast latley and its a bit of a head trip but whatever, cant say im not having fun haha. Later

Lovage
Adriene Waste

Robot Crew

2005-09-09T04:07:36Z

www.myspace.com/robotcrew

to anybody who enjoys elctronica or just wants to support me add now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crazy how much that shit has taken off!

anyhow school started, i got dance class, hmmmm i thought it was goinna be really gay (and im not sayin its not) but im just gonna make the most of it and i guess try somthing new for my last semester hahaha whatever :/ haha

lovage
adriene waste

oh yweah robot crew ashow riday chek thwe myspace for details!!!

06!!!!! nah nah nah fuck that shit bitch!

2005-09-02T00:37:54Z

i got my new trojan box set (club reggae) its infuckingcredible hahahaha diegos dad somhow the words? go figure! i hven tupdated for quite somw time bow hahaha not that there been really anything out of the ordinary or anything like that but its just like the same old shit with a different smell haha. school starts tuesday and man am i spazing out about going into my senior year. i think im gonna join marhing band again for kicks (angel haha) or maybe just a letter so i duno im just make the bast of this last year and take it all in (not like im not looking forward to it but) butwhatever. o6 here i come!

Lovage
Adriene Waste

i have the name of a tirnt, adolf but i say adolfo because we're close to the border

2005-08-16T03:34:25Z

house party satrday i filled in for javier and played bass for mad cow disease wich was actually really fun! and then i got caught drunk again so im intend on trying to sober up as much as possible not only or that reason, hmmmm lke always i met this girl at the suicide machines/buck o nine show the other night wich was pretty fuckin sick!!!) and i dunno im not gonna get ahead of my self but she claims edge and i dunno thats cool to me and i would wanna respect that as much as possible. i dunno i fuckin lame hahaha. damn so i started drivers ed today and looking at all the kids and realizing that i was the oldest one there haaha like the fact that i waited to long to do this reeeeaaaally started to set in haha.and then its in chula vista so i know nobody and i think that makes me the only one haha. so its just me and my CD player for thenext 3 days and hopfuly if i dont fuck it up il have my permit by friday. its ok though the teachers pretty coo but man the fuckn school is crazy ghetto hahahaha ts like they turned an old hotel into offices and shit and they broke down the wall in the middle of 2 of them and its one big room. and ma i get to watch gorry car accidents tommorow wich i should be stoked about buuuuuuut yeah i m not for some reason haha i dunno maybe because i actuallywanted to drive paranoia free? eh whatever im just rambaling on now. later

lovage
Adriene Waste

and oh yeah for all the mofos that dident know!!!!

thats ho a total waste gets down!!!!!!!!

desprate_virgin @ 2005-08-12T11:49:00

2005-08-12T18:49:49Z

GRAVY TRAIN KICKED 10 DIFFERENT KINDS OF ASS!!!!

desprate_virgin @ 2005-08-06T00:40:00

2005-08-06T07:47:39Z

so yesterday was my birthday, lots ofthinking...lots of drinking it was a ggod time although too many things nearly brought me to tear, some things of beauty and comfort that i enjoyed,other matters of hate dissapointment and emptyness. all and all it was good though. just bein with the people i care about and having them there for my birthday :). I dunno i hate my dad and and hate my horrile luck with girls, 2 issiues i wish i had the control to not care about. ack, i fuckin quit :/

desprate_virgin @ 2005-08-02T19:49:00

2005-08-03T02:58:25Z

so the weekend was kinda generic a littel house party show thing, it was ok, MafiaRusa probably played the best that night. the nightbefore shred a drink or 2 with the lads haha nothing really sunday and then monday was petty productive i got a job sighned up for driving school finally ummm schedualed a band practrice for friday so we can finally get some new shit done. and oh yeah so ummm theres this girl :D. lates

Lovage
Adriene Waste

desprate_virgin @ 2005-07-25T02:03:00

2005-07-25T09:07:26Z

so m pretty sure y arents areINSANLEY pissed at me but it dosent really matter because I got to See El Pus Catch 22 and Real Big Fish tonight so nothing can really bring me down!!!!!! later

Lovage
Adriene Waste

WHITE BO SKA FOR LIFE!!!!!!!! hahahahhahahahaha

Bushwacking

2005-07-21T22:00:05Z

I saw circle jerks lat night, Kinda saw what I wanted to b when I grow up, an old ass punk that looks like hes ready to die but still playing show hahaha. I guess thats what happens when you get old, oh well i can live with that lol. he night was awsome except for the fact that my hair is realy short now so these Bone heads thought I was a Sharp (mexican with shaved head and boots i wouldthink so too) so one grabs me starts choking me and decks me in the back of the head, swear to god nazis are the fuckin lowes form of fucking life on earth. other then that it was awsome. Latyer

Lovage
Adiene Waste

pick-it-up!

2005-07-20T00:47:55Z

last night I went to this horrible hardcore shhow, not thatI dont like hardcore its just the bands werent good, oh well. but one thing did come out of it all I found out that off the record has all the rojan records box sets (trojan records being a skinhead rega/ska label)at the new off the record in north park and man i wa sooooo stoked so Im saving money to buy a few of them, my friend loaned me the ska revival one and man I got wood as it is ;) but I really want to get the traditional ska one, mod regae one and the skinhead regae one even though there all sik. just thought id let everyone know that my birthday is coming up soon so if ur kind enugh, you can buy me those hahahaha. later

Lovage
Adriene Waste